Do I always feel so tired of living?
Often, our suffering stems from delusion.
Anxiety arises from wanting things that don't belong to you;
Disappointment arises because unrealistic expectations were anticipated.
The Book of Changes, in the hexagram Wu Wang, tells us:
The best state is to "act without seeking anything in return".
When you just focus on working hard,
Instead of dwelling on the fruit that may not yet have arrived,
Instead, you will gain a sense of peace and strength from within.
If you receive the Wu Wang hexagram, whether it brings fortune or misfortune depends entirely on your thoughts.
Taking things one step at a time may be slower, but it is the most stable approach.
Your intent dictates your destiny.
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